a letter...

Dear CMC,
I just thought of sending you a letter today! I just want you to know that I feel better now. I'm not defenitely over you but I'm trying my best. I hope you are okay. I hope you are happy with her if you really choose her. I may not be the person who can make you happy, but I can give your happinness by giving you up. If you only know how much I want to hold you and let you stay with me, by my side, but i can't. I can't be a selfish person. I told you many times already that I could be numb as I could be for you to be happy.
I miss you so much...Anyway we can be friends, ayt???
You take care, okay?

Always,
Karla