a letter...

Dear CMC,
I just thought of sending you a letter today! I just want you to know that I feel better now. I'm not defenitely over you but I'm trying my best. I hope you are okay. I hope you are happy with her if you really choose her. I may not be the person who can make you happy, but I can give your happinness by giving you up. If you only know how much I want to hold you and let you stay with me, by my side, but i can't. I can't be a selfish person. I told you many times already that I could be numb as I could be for you to be happy.
I miss you so much...Anyway we can be friends, ayt???
You take care, okay?

Always,
Karla

a letter....

Dear CMC,
Things are really complicated between us. Again, I am left with no choice. I have to stay away from you. It really hurts when I think about our situation. I can't stay with you like this. I know, this is not that easy but I can bear all the pain. Not too long and I'll be over you... Just take care and be happy with her.

Always,
Karla...

A letter

Dear CMC,
Hello! How's life been treating you these days. I hope everything is good.
Well this morning, I felt very happy when I recieve a message from you. You complete my day again. Regarding last night's messages from me, It's all true. I really don't have the courage to say everything in front of you. You asked me last time about it, but i can't answer you. Just read this...
Well I really don't have the intention to feel this way. I thought it will be all for fun. But as days goes by, i can't help myself thinking about you. Everytime you visit me, I'm very happy. And the last time I felt this feeling was years ago. I know this isn't proper. I shoudn't feel like this. But i can't help this. I can't lie to myself. I can't deny the fact that I'm falling in love with you...But I can still manage my feeling. Worry not about me, I can still live without you. Ifyou love her, then be faithful to her. I'm letting you go...I will miss you..

Love,
Karla